Fears

There have been several lately. Unnecessary gut clinches that make me feel like I already failed. 

I'm afraid I wont make them stop.

Dreams

Pay off debt. Move to Guatemala. Find a job. Live there for a long while. Feel connected. Find love?

Fears

The unknown. Being alone. Never reaching my inner desires.

Dreams

Sticking it out and finding out it was worth it.

Fears

Losing my job. Not knowing my mistake until its too late.

Dreams

Get closer to my career goals. Pay off all debt. Reconcile the past with the present.

Fears

Taking on too much. Not meeting my expectations. Repeating past mistakes.